I chose q over clutter. I promised something before forever, or never. I have failed in that promise, stuck in a time loop, learning linux... because the host OS was foreign to me. I started learning bash, because it is a pre-requisite, in my frame of understanding. I am obsessive. I have not yet left bash because I am an infant with regard to what can be done, and yet I am improving (some) things. At this poi.nt I am using scripting as a crutch because I am better now than most. I belong in QML. The only language I was ever proficient in was js, and I am avoiding the typhoon I flapped my wings to create because I haven't yet mastered my distraction... and as good as I was, it supplemented java, and I need C++. I cobbled together a gstreamer app in C. Tthat took a lot of time and a lot of other peoples code. I screwed up. qOrbiter is so complex at this point... I should have abandoned what I was doing to learn from Langston as he was learning. It feels beyond my scope now, and I am just putting out fires I created trying to learn the OS.
We used to have specific GPU requirements. They all worked. Now it is catch as catch can while I try to provide individual solutions... and fail rather regularly... or so it seems as only those who invoke my name do so to complain that their non-approved hardware doesn't work.
For those... I am truly sorry. One day it will. I am trying really hard at GPU agnosticism. Really I am. I know I have failed a lot of people... and it eats me up.
It also gives me an excuse not to enter a new exercise like QT because I haven't managed to do much good, in the broad scope, despite my best efforts, with the native languages of the host OS.
I have no business in this thread. I just want to have that business.
The rest of you... please... stfu.
